So guys i havent updated in a couple of days however guys id thought id let you know im so happy. Its so funny to literally see my last blog update to be full of so much sadness, and literally after getting that all out i feel amazing. I have surrounded myself with my family and my friends and ive loved every second. I have lacked in paying any attention to my friends and i know am fully make in getting in the swing of talking to them again and having fun. This week is the last week of uni for christmas and i seriously can not wait to come home and spend the weeks with my family and going up to see my nan and my cousins is going to be so much fun :).
This past week has been amazing all of last week i was laughing away and smiling and everyone kept saying it was great to see my beautiful smile once again urm thanks xD. So for the past week ive been talking to my friend james and he has basically been my light in this dark world and he basically has got me out this hole and i couldnt ask for a better friend to have in my life right now. He has been making me giggle through text,skype and even facebook. Yeah me and him had a bit of a meme war on facebook and basically spammed everyone newsfeed but oh well who cares i was laughing so much on thursday it was great to be that happy. I have also been happily talking to greg who has always helped me the best he can ans im grateful for him being there and putting up with my bad singinf on skype and my playful bullying, but u bully me back so thats fair xD. He is another one who has been supporting me on skype and our regular skyoe calls basically ever night if we are both free. And high five to getting a job hun :) proud of ya.
Another person is james (yeah i know) if you look back though there are blogs about james as we did use to date. However he is an amazing friend right now and im beyond grateful for having him here to support me through literally everything that is going on atm and i dont think sqying thanks u will ever be enough. You make me feel so happy even through text you just say the right thing that i need to keep me going. You have helped me to power on and move on with my life. Thank you james and please never leave my side again.
My girls and me are gunna have a big meet up literally soon before everyones exams start next week and before everyone leave. I love my girls so much and they are forever by my side supporting me. They tell me everything and we really had a fucking good giggle today. And pretty much all said the same thing when i asked you about something xD we all think alike now we need to stop hanging out ao much, but i love it as it does make us all burzt out laughing. There are too many people to thank for making me feel so loved this past week and i literally havent stopped smiling or giggling all week and i love it . Its the happiest ive been in a while and too be fair my happiness is improving everyday, and i can happily wake up and say im happy to be in this world with the amazing people kn my life. I recently have had a massive clear out on all social media of all the negative people as i dont want them in my life there a bore and arw a hinder in my development. I have rid myself of all the negativ people that have been in my life and i love it so much my life is now beyond amazing guys.
The only thing that has my worried so much is for my grandad who is going in for the mostimportant operation of his life. Monday is going to be the day my ohone is glued to myhand and i will be waiting for that importanf phone call to fins out how everything went. I went to see him friday as i knew he was going in and i wantex to thank him for my hristmas money that hekped pay for my shoes :). Please everyone pray for my grandad i literally dont know what i would do if anything happens on monday. I pray to god please let jothing happen. He is an amazinf man and such a fighting and i love him to bits so give him all my strength on monday and you can get on with the rest of ur life grandad. I will keep you guys posted on how he goes if you would like.
Bubbles i wanna thank you so much for all the support on my twitter @bubblebearcj7 for this blog you guys are amazing and i love everyoneof you. All of ur support in the private messages is beyond lovely and im thankful for such amazing readers in my life. I keep updating my blog as ir helps me out and i know i have such amazing readers. So thank you all so much wkth all my heart.
Signing out bubbles
bubblebearcharlie
I LOVE YOU ALL xxx
